why is it? why is it when we have something its not good enough then when its gone we want it back or miss it ? Can someone explain that to me? the mind works in mysterious ways. everything you could want in one thing so perfect a car ,a woman, a house and there is something missing. its weird. maybe its me. but hey I'm a complicated guy, a Gemini. lol

go for a colonic tomorrow. my liver specialist thought it was a good idea to help relieve stress from the hernia. I'm excited they say you can drop up to 5 to 10 pounds of old shit. excuse my french lol its great for bodybuilders. cause we eat alot. i know i do I'm always hungry. its good they say for health benefits and psychologically as well.

will check back tomorrow let you guys know how it was. wish me luck lol

DA